@MxVerda@Uair@actuallyautistic
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my own biography, which I think is real, isn't all that much easier to believe, and despite that I do, I still find it . . . ridiculous, like can it really be true, and even if it's "true," is it really part of reality? Do I really have to deal with it?
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I'll try to lay it out:
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My mother lied to me and maybe to a lot of people about my origins, about my being a Thalidomide baby - there's some low odds right there, there are supposed to be some one hundred Thalidomide victims in Canada, of a population of thirty-some million. It wasn't even approved here, so the first thing has long odds.
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Dad was odd man out in the family, Mom and her sisters and my sisters all hated him, and poisoned me against him and I have since come to believe that I have his Autism, so they separated my Autistic Dad from his kids, separated me from my Autistic Dad and kept me for themselves, like a pet, like a little Autistic Thalidomide baby R-word, alone among the Neurotypicals.
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Autistics aren't allowed families, we don't deserve our own children, this is how it has been for my Dad, and also for me, the same thing happened to me, the ex hated me and the kids grew up hating me and blaming me, same same.
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And then the kids showed up Autistic, so it's happened to them too, Autistic kids aren't allowed access to their Autistic Dad, so somebody or something for some reason has done to me what uair says, dogged my steps, always been there to make sure I don't make any human contacts.
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I totally relate. 💔 ❤️
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