The thing is that compared to other historical people we kid of have similar evidence. Like we have records of Socrates existing and we have records of some Joshua existing.
The difference is that nobody claims that Socrates was a fantastical god being who defied death, which is a extraordinary claim, we just say he was a very smart guy, we se very smart guys on a daily basis, nothing special with that so we can just believe it and even if we are wrong it has no real life implications.
For the Joshua guy, that's quite a different story. The claims about him are extraordinary and need extraordinary evidence. But we only have normal evidence. If the claims about him were true it would contradict almost everything we think we know about the universe, how it behaves, etc.
So again, extraordinary claims require extraordinary evidence.
I had a online teacher for two month once a week one hour. It was OK, especially it kicked me in the but to really do my homework. But it's somehow very expensive.
In person I found one but it's during working hours so I can't attend.
OK, so that is what I'm also doing but god damn it it's so slow because I feel for some words I need at least 100 times of it showing up so I remember it :(
