IDK if there are other enviromental factors involved, but atomoxetine killed most of my anxiety which turned out to be where most of my "motivation" to do certain things (e.g.: work) came from and now I just don't care for the most part.
Also, my universal healthcare therapist discharged me about a year ago and I just stopped going to the psychiatrist.
The problem is that all of the big instances sorta line up the same way and anything that doesn't please them gets defederated at the speed of light and comments and posts get removed. They have the control.