"I just stick 2 fingers up at society & return to being a hermit. " I made that decision in 2009, took me a while to get used to, I would not still be existing primarily inside my tiny little apartment unit, (as much as possible) if not for the internet giving me this precious human need for connection with other humans.
My body hurts constantly, I feel more energy taking nerve pain medicine regularly.
My mind never stops running even when my body sleeps.