I think of my shutdowns as a masked meltdown. I don't want anyone to see me unmasked. I'm also afraid of the power or ferocity of a true meltdown. Better to go hide were I can't be seen.
@darrellpf
Yeah, I think of my shutdowns as a meltdown where I still have some control - it's a much safer way to operate than going full nuclear. @actuallyautistic@simon_brooke