Thank you. Unfortunately, I have a lot of real blame to take over my prior behavior. I used a lot of aggression to get out of my cage. But much better now, surrounded by love, but there are those who will never forgive my past.
It's hard to forgive yourself when there are some who confront you every time you see them, although you've told the truth and apologized, demanding a new and better repentance.
I feel very exposed writing that. Sorry to overshare.