Thank you. I still don't know how I feel about it all and wonder if I'm an entirely different person now. I don't feel different. But if some doctor tells me I'm not fundamentally broken, ironically I think it might break me. I've been so sure there's something wrong with me - not medical or psychological but maybe just defective? I dunno. Don't mean to make this a sad response. I'm fine really (even though I suppose I'm not really). It makes me feel very raw. Of course there's always a possibility they'll tell me I'm just being silly, which will then be obvious and I'll be a very great fool for thinking there's some answer to it all. Sorry. This came out a bit more honest than I meant. I'll try a bit of levity next time. Short version - it's all been quite tumultuous and I don't know how to view myself at the moment, so it's making my head spin. But I super appreciate you sharing and it meant a lot to me. 👍