I just did a bunch of tests. On some metrics I am above even autistic average. On some below. On some I am really on border of autistic scores & allistic. With masking test, I am waaaaay below both autistic and allistic low scores. I scored 37 on the CAT-Q…
But did a lot of dimming my light, I hid my pain.
I score about 56% Autistic, but I am pretty confident I am autistic bc I see & relate to autistics more & mostly philosophically.