@snoopy_jay@actuallyautistic I think I find it hard to understand why blood related people should matter more than others. I also do not feel close to my parents (even if I still see them a lot). I don't understand why I should trust or like someone more just because they're blood related and "only" because of that, when the relationship I have with others (friends) are built from the scratch and chosen by me ( let me clarify that my family is also not particularly bad).