@chevalier26@Zumbador
Impostor syndrome is also a problem that gets worse when combined with autistic masking.
Because the idea of masking is to blend in with a group and do what everybody / the popular people do. That makes it really hard to find you own way of doing anything.
If you haven't already, I recommend reading "unmasking autism" for some insight into effects of masking, so you can be aware of the forces at work. @actuallyautistic