@everyday_human@actuallyautistic
I tend to differentiate between feeling alone and being lonely
The way I see the world and think about things always made me aware of being alone. But I have never felt lonely.
Mostly because I have also always been aware of existing within something far greater. My reason has allowed me to build an understanding of how the inter-related connectivity of the universe could work.
However that same reason knows that my understanding is based on premises that are challangeable. Therefore it is essentially my belief and not certainty.
Plus past traumas of being doubted, misunderstood and disbelieved, have tended not to help this
Finding like minded people is really helping me, not only with this, but also with realising I was never as alone as I thought.