I see clearly I'm not going to get through to you, and that for whatever reason you believe I've written an argument centred around maths and resources, rather than trauma and life's path.
Sorry your life circumstances require you to understand your mother's compulsive pathology as being solely down to her being "a degenerate type" (a Hitlarian category). I'll not discuss matters further with you, as I'm not your therapist.
Better luck communicating with what's actually been written, and the point actually being made next time. All the best.