Every now and then I go through a phase of having no idea what to post on social media and definitely clueless of how to reply to even the loveliest comments on previous posts.
I usually favourite (star ⭐️) so you know I’ve seen something. But hoping that my otherwise quietness isn’t causing any issues. It’s certainly nothing personal. Been trying to post things that I want to post but been unable to get the words right and just gave up each time.
Think it’s partly because I was thrown by having positive news, sharing it here and then being reminded by someone that the good times will end. It completely floors me sometimes when people can destroy happiness in a blink like that, whether it was well-intended (which it almost always is) or not. I’m not that strong. Needing to rebuild boundaries but no idea how. Instead, I’m just lost for words now.
If you read my bio you’ll know I’m autistic and have a chronic illness. The two are absolutely interacting all the time. My days are as variable and unpredictable as it gets, with both potentially lifelong, but I refuse to give in and give up on my life.
I will carpe the fuck out of my diems until I die. And you can quote me on that - please do, especially if I’m having a ‘low’ day.
