@AnAutieAtUni I know, I just don't have good interoception so I can't even say if it feels good or bad to me. I heard this phrase "family is important to me" and now I am trying to figure out if family is important to me. I just don't know. And how much of that is autism. I read so many stories here about people who have good reason to turn away from family. I can't relate so I find it difficult to figure out what it is.