my room is "clean" but my personal adhd clean where i put something somewhere because im a genius thatll remember it and then i look where it should be and its not there and im like well shit i guess its gone until i stumble upon it right where i needed it.
not until after i spend 30 minutes looking not where i needed it.
sometimes i completely clean my space and then ill stop thinking about it and kinda go about my day and suddenly 4 different unrelated activities are on my desk.
i just watched memento for a class and i kinda feel like the guy in memento except to a much much lesser degree