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shneancy ,

oh that reminds me, I need a proper whetstone, the metal rod thingy from tesco's is just not (making it so my knives are properly) cutting it

shneancy ,

dang, what does the rod do? It was sold under the name of "knife sharpener"

shneancy ,

ohhh thank you! yeah my 2 year old knives definitely need a whetstone at this point. I suppose the honing rod can only help you so far

shneancy ,

but then suddenly somewhere in the description of them eating stale bread it turns out 2 weeks have passed

I think this is Tolkien describing the history of the world. Like I get it, important council, but it's been 5 pages please, I will remember none of the 10 new character names I don't even know how to pronounce

shneancy ,

thank you lemmy, for showing me this post 2 days after it was made

shneancy ,

be advised: this will not work with the majority of neurodivergent people

shneancy ,

oh same haha, if someone asks me a question they're getting the answer, i don't care that they expected a "i'm fine"

shneancy ,

Juneteenth celebrates the abolishment of slavery, I'd say people of colour are the most happy about that, and people of colour are stereotypically famous for making good food

4th of July celebrates the US independence, which though not a predominantly a white holiday more white people (on account of being a racial majority) will celebrate it, and white people are stereotypically famous for making bland food

shneancy ,

as both Juneteenth and the 4th of July are American holidays, I referred to American stereotypes about Americans

shneancy ,

I'm sure there's plenty of people of colour who suck at cooking. Those are just stereotypes used for an Internet joke

shneancy ,

because the kitty has been sneezing a lot and they wanted to record it?

shneancy ,

and if you want to trip so hard you're holding the grass to not fall off the earth - just smoke some weed, though words of advice - do it after the peak

shneancy ,

this is my personal experience so results may vary but - I took a 100ug, basically no visuals, just euphoria and music sounded amazing yk the drill. Waited some 6h. Then I went to smoke a blunt that usually gets me comfortably high for an hour or two. Nothing too hardcore just a good giggly time.

Then I sat on the couch for a while and reality began unweaving into a million little threads floating before me. I'm an experience tripper but I had to make myself let go because honestly it took me by surprise how high I got with a mere 100ug and a small blunt. Visuals were strong enough to make colours pulsate with pink. Fractals spinning everywhere. jpeg artifacts never looked so amazing. The entire world was breathing. Every sound I heard turned into drum beats echoing in my head. I just sat there, not moving, putting all of my mental focus into- well I don't know what, I think I was fighting with the trip for a while, the sheer intensity of it had me scared of losing my mind. I was able to let go and ride it though.

The intensity went from 0 to a 100 in minutes. Thankfully as I sat on the couch a musical was playing that I liked so I had a neat anchor to get me through the rougher parts. It wasn't a bad trip, but it sure as hell got incredibly intense a few times.

Neither a high dose of weed alone nor a high dose of LSD alone could ever get me to a point where a normal amount of weed, and a regular though nowadays considered low dose of LSD can. The symbiosis is very strong and creates a unique experience vastly more intense than either drug can give alone

I've never tried it with microdosing, but if your weed is strong I'd suggest putting of an entire day for testing how the combo affects you, because even low doses of both can turn up that volume from ehh maybe 2 if you think about it, straight to 11 if not 12

shneancy ,

gotta know how your body reacts and its limits! Trip safe friend

shneancy ,

don't start with mixing then! Best to get to know them invidivually first

shneancy ,

adhd makes you more prone to depression and anxiety. untreated adhd, depending on the severity, can straight up cause depression and anxiety

or in my case anxiety and then that bonus on "not able to do thing (anxiety edition)" makes me feel worthless and then depressed

shneancy ,

dang what happened with the witcher? i'm not in the loop

Even if god exists religion can't possibly be the way to god

So I thought about this in the shower amd it makes sense to me, like praying and stuff never worked for most people I know, so a direkt link to god gotta be unlikely. That made me conclude that religion is probably fake, no matter if there's a god or not. Also people speaking to the same god being given a different set of rules...

shneancy ,

this golden retriever has committed many atrocities in the old testament

shneancy ,

I think all religions were either started, or greatly fuelled, by psychedelics. For example: the description of the apocalypse in the Bible sounds like a bad trip, animals morphing into each other and all. Ah yes, a "vision of the end"- did it happen right after eating some funny mushrooms or perhaps some nice cactus eh?

also i think jesus had early onset shizoaffective disorder like his mum before him but that's by far my edgiest take

shneancy ,

wonderfully written! yes I absolutely agree with that perspective. Additionally having a mascot in the form of a guy who wholeheartedly believes he's the son of the God (and is also god in a way because we can't get polytheists about it of course) is a great marketing move. People always have a hard time trusting and identifying with some ethereal entity up in the sky, there's a reason why all gods have human (or animal) faces, if Jesus was fully made up or inspired by a mentally ill guy who was completely delusional but still kind that's another thing lol

shneancy ,

I don't know yet but I saw "Polexit" on the Polish ballot and didn't know if I should laugh or fucking cry

shneancy ,

theory is useless without practice.

That's why the 3 neurotypical psychiatrists I talked with sounded like "but did you consider depression/anxiety?" on loop, but when I found the one psychiatrist in my area that also has adhd we clicked immediately and I finally felt listened to

shneancy ,

also by that logic there should be no gay or trans schoolchildren as homophobia and transphobia were in the curriculum way before queer people began to be accepted-ish in the society

shneancy ,

it works half the time?

If I google something in English I'm going to get results in English (plus localised ads of course). But if I have a linguistic question about English, no matter how advanced, I'm going to get surface level results in Polish.

Tbf whatever info they have on me imples they're very confused. I get ads about: "stay legally in Poland! :)" and "leave Poland and get a job in the Netherlands/Germany! :)" then "polish lessons!" and "English lessons!", I'm starting to think that in the eyes of the AI overlords I'm both polish and not polish at the same time.

shneancy ,

"sponsored" results which I count as ads

shneancy ,

Education is crime prevention. What a lot of schools are doing is teaching you how to be a good obedient slave that runs to class at the sound of a bell, never questions the teacher, & is silent and diligent in their work

shneancy ,

yes I'd say both of these things to said groups of people at least once, if told not to because they felt it was offensive I'd obviously stop, but I believe that purposely trying to santise your own language because you assume they'll get upset is infantalising.

As a trans person I'm often on the receiving end of such treatment, people are afraid to ask me questions I'd be happy to answer because they assume they'd upset me by a mere mention of my biology.

Walking on eggshells around minorities is, though well intended, often infantalising, as if us poor weak tortured souls couldn't handle normal speech.

Talk to everyone normally and equally, unless you've been informed of ways to accommodate them better, then do it out of respect and kindness, not an assumption.

shneancy ,

conditioning is already a part of many kinks, like discipline, corruption, or hypno

shneancy ,

😳

shneancy ,

counterpoint: life is a one big game and nobody was asked if they want to participate

shneancy ,

true lol, not really my metaphor though, it's rather popular

shneancy ,

and also doesn't care that findom is a common limit for many subs

shneancy ,

no i am not curious about other people's genitals, i'm neither a liar nor do i live with my head buried under sand, i simply do not find such knowledge in any way important in the vast majority of conversations (exceptions being: "i want to have sex with you" or "hey so my [insert genitals name] is doing something unexpected is it something i should worry about?")

shneancy ,

i thought that perhaps birthday wishes in French sound similar-ish to "kkkkkssch" of scissors cutting your hair

shneancy ,

can confirm it's really lovely :)

shneancy ,

FPS without a mouse? VATS is doing some heavy lifting there

shneancy ,

I'm nearly 24 and recently I realised that the fact I heard that sentence seemingly on loop my entire life is perhaps the most contributing factor in my self doubt and anxiety :) I hate it, I'm trying so hard to unlearn it

shneancy ,

the words "you so much potential" have done incredibly damage to my confidence. I'm trying so hard to unlearn it but no matter what I do I feel like a failure because I have sO mUcH pOtEnTiAl

shneancy ,

who are you and why are you attacking me like this

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