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Fuck_u_spez_ ,

Yep.

https://sh.itjust.works/pictrs/image/dc6b3be8-f488-41b3-9b58-7b02c86a7782.jpeg

Fuck_u_spez_ ,

Well, reality has a well-known liberal bias.

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I sought a (re)diagnosis of, or at least assessment for: ASD, ADHD, OCD, GAD, and MDD. I ended up with four out of the five minus OCD but it took half a dozen hour-long sessions with clinical psychologist for him to get the subtleties of the differential worked out. I did most of it over Zoom from my own couch and was still exhausted before the end of the second day.

Edit: still aced that puzzle shit on the last day tho

Fuck_u_spez_ ,

Is the little flap of skin under your tongue smaller than usual? Mine snapped clean in half once many years ago when my gf and I were getting frisky and I've had more range of movement ever since.

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Like Pruitt Taylor Vince? I feel like he's done it in every movie he's been in, from Mississippi Burning to Identity. Creepy indeed.

Fuck_u_spez_ ,

Vomit sounds like a terrible social media platform.

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And to your point, the bar is already low.

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Imagine all the people
Living life in peace

Fuck_u_spez_ ,

Woah woah woah. They said wildly impractical, not utterly incompatible with the laws of physics.

Fuck_u_spez_ ,

Decided? I'm not sure I had much choice.

Fuck_u_spez_ ,

https://sh.itjust.works/pictrs/image/e0b3a7f6-825e-413f-9d89-0129c56ce4eb.jpeg

Fuck_u_spez_ ,

You may also want to look into NZBget (download client) and nzb360 for mobile management if you happen to be an Android user -- or LunaSea either way.

Server as heating device - how do I do this?

So I have this silly idea/longterm project of wanting to run a server on renewables on my farm. And I would like to reuse the heat generated by the server, for example to heat a grow room, or simply my house. How much heat does a server produce, and where would you consider it best applied? Has anyone built such a thing?

Fuck_u_spez_ ,

I'm sure the neighbors just love living next to that farm.

Fuck_u_spez_ ,

Reaches out just BEFORE the customer actually removes it. And that nervous smile doesn't remotely look like genuine surprise.

Fuck_u_spez_ ,

***IS CR-V

https://sh.itjust.works/pictrs/image/0bebdeac-8a66-43e2-bfbc-4abb5a46930d.jpeg

Fuck_u_spez_ ,

Second the NUC suggestion. I've got a 10th gen i7 model that I use primarily as a media server. It draws <6W at idle so it runs 24/7 and barely makes a blip on my electricity bill. It's been rebooted exactly twice so far this year after switching from Windows 10 to Arch (BTW), once after a planned upgrade and a second time unexpectedly when my cheap UPS's battery died. It works fine with the two docking stations I've tried and two different USB-C displays. I think my model might need a cheap adapter to support a third monitor but I'm not sure that's the case with newer generations, though you may have to look beyond the Intel-branded hardware if you do want a more recent edition since they sold the brand to ASUS.

Fuck_u_spez_ ,

But it's totally healthy behavior to tell other people they're enjoying something too much.

Fuck_u_spez_ OP ,

Two, in fact!

Fuck_u_spez_ OP ,

Yup. I filled it back up with a bunch more freeze dried strawberries and bananas when this was empty and had another "bowl". Wouldn't want to waste a clean dish.

Fuck_u_spez_ OP ,

I couldn't tell you. The adhdwomen community is where my people are.

Fuck_u_spez_ OP ,

Delicious. I was feeling fancy and added extra freeze dried strawberries and bananas to another "bowl" after this one.

Fuck_u_spez_ OP ,

It is a spoon, and you're not wrong to be surprised... but I had to wash it first.

Fuck_u_spez_ OP ,

Thanks, that's similar to another suggestion someone shared and I think I may actually try it. It sounds like just the right kind of brain hack for me considering that throwing away all my old, mismatched socks and replacing them with a dozen identical pairs improved my laundry experience by about 300%.

Fuck_u_spez_ OP ,

Completely justifiable if you ask me.

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    Fuck_u_spez_ ,

    You mean the downsides of your ADHD?

    Fuck_u_spez_ ,

    I think they mean as opposed to 80% of the periodic table. Maybe.

    Fuck_u_spez_ ,

    I can't get over the missed opportunity to call it CRAMM.

    Fuck_u_spez_ ,

    You can't just tell us that without sharing the misspelling.

    Fuck_u_spez_ ,

    IDK man, Hanlon's razor being what it is, I choose to believe they're just a fucking moron.

    Fuck_u_spez_ ,

    I'm pretty sure that's actually a fish.

    Do you clean the opening on your glass bottles?

    Spouse and I have a discussion on what to do after you pour a sauce out of a glass bottle. I do nothing but my wife takes her finger and wipes the excess from the bottle before she puts the lid back on. I think touching the food is disgusting and she thinks leaving it there to gum up the lid is disgusting. What do people do?

    Fuck_u_spez_ ,

    I can't explain why but I love it when a typo barely changes the meaning of a sentence and it makes sense either way.

    Fuck_u_spez_ ,

    Nuke it from orbit. It's the only way to be sure.

    Fuck_u_spez_ ,

    Be interested in their answers

    Yeah, so, that's where I usually drop the ball. What if I'm just... not?

    Fuck_u_spez_ ,

    What if, completely hypothetically of course, I'm pushing 40 and only moderately depressed but still prefer the company of my dogs to most people?

    Fuck_u_spez_ ,

    Sweet, dumb, wonderful shelter mutts.

    What are we using to post videos to Lemmy at this point? It still doesn't seem to work from Voyager.

    Fuck_u_spez_ ,

    Lawyer. It's like doing homework for a living.

    Fuck_u_spez_ ,

    Found it:

    https://sh.itjust.works/pictrs/image/9b15b9b5-71c4-4e1f-a2f8-038d69e7e659.jpeg

    Edit: Honey, I shrunk the wallpaper. Here's the original.

    Fuck_u_spez_ ,

    I did it for myself and felt the same way, just relieved. I'd even like to go back for myself but that's not enough motivation to produce the energy with which to start, let alone have a prayer of finishing.

    Fuck_u_spez_ ,

    Only matching product number I could find:

    https://www.amazon.in/Kid-Galaxy-Morphibians-Killer-Whale/dp/B0032HF60M

    Fuck_u_spez_ ,

    A former web developer, he had been searching for something more adventurous.

    When you're so sick of end users that you'd rather be stung by fucking murder hornets.

    ADHD + Depression is weird

    I don't know where the purpose of my life is. I looked where I last saw it and it isn't there anymore. It's like losing your keychain. All I can do is hope I forgot it somewhere at home because I sure can't go outside without it. I wanna find joy in things again, and it is so difficult to get you shit together when everything...

    Fuck_u_spez_ ,

    As someone who is in a similar place, the only piece of wisdom I have to offer is that it's okay. It's okay for life not to have some grand meaning or propose. It's okay to just keep finding things interesting for a while and then move on to other things. It's okay to not have a singular focus, even if it seems like everyone else does. That doesn't mean we can or even should, or that we never will. It's okay to be directionless, just so long as we keep moving somewhere -- even if sometimes that direction is backwards. I know how hollow and annoying platitudes are but it actually is about the journey and the quality of it, not the destination.

    As difficult as mindfulness was for me to learn (and no, I'm not about to tell you to meditate), the one thing I couldn't help but take away from some teachings on the subject is that life is here, now, in this moment, and only here and now. And what grounds me in the present moment is to remember that I am basically a sentient meat robot, one that is carrying out its programming based on a 14-billion-year string of prior causes over which I had no control. Genetic, environmental, parental, developmental, and yes, even pathological factors that all conspired to lead me to this moment right now. I didn't plan to write this, I don't know what will happen once I have, and some of these words came as a surprise even to me as I wrote them. I don't know if it will mean anything to anyone, and it's fine if it doesn't. What I know is that I found a stranger's post interesting and relatable enough to spend a few minutes responding to it, and for a little while that gave me a sense of connection. Next I'll probably either upvote a meme, write a shitpost, or go to sleep.

    And that's okay.

    Fuck_u_spez_ ,

    He needs to get fucked, though, just not by another person.

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